Wednesday, November 10, 2004

Hell (Second) Day, And Classes Are Not Even Formally Starting

I thought yesterday was bad enough - first day of classes, sembreak hang over and all that laziness crap. But no, today is far worse, because yesterday at least, I got to hang out with my favorite people in LB till late night.

Things that made this day like hell for me:

  • After 3 days of exhausting enlistment and teacher/adviser hunt to fill my from26, I'm not yet enrolled. Today, I ran all the way from HUM bldg. to ACCI after my psy148 class only to find out the moment I got there that it had "just" closed [dammit, I still have to keep this huge amount of money with me, I hate it].
  • Friendster Maintainance day again, argh!
  • I've only been with people I know during lunch at IRRI aroung past 12nn to past 1pm. During the rest of the day, I was wandering around the campus. My mind was also wandering to who knows where that I can't even remember what significant things I did aside from lunch and my three, widely gapped classes.
  • This guy I had a crush on last semester, I just found out that he's married. To add up to that, the girlfriend of my LTS1 "loveteam" is my dorm mate and I'm still wondering why I had that "missed call" from her. But really, I'm just bugged up from these whole petty issues with the opposite sex because I didn't have a single, decent interaction with the guitarman today. But then again, I'm confused with this weird feeling that I only continue to like him for the mere satisfaction out of spying. Pathetic isn't it? I'm always a failure in being a hopeless romantic.
  • My cellphone's battery barely serves its purpose unless attached to the charger (which apparently, one of the things I lack in my new room at women's). I've always tried my best to please my parents for them to buy me a new cellphone battery. I try my best at school, I do my sisters projects and assigments (i.e.: "overnight" bookreports and html programming by hand, as in written on paper - though it's against my will), I do everything they say with the least complaints. Other kids ask for Nokia 72 somethings without ther effort of proving that they deserve it, but they still get it. What about me? I only wanted a battery, a working one. And let's not mention about my sister who has an 8210, telephone and TV in her bedroom but not a least bit interested in studying. She's the one who asks me to do assignment and projects for her to be passed the next day, the one whom I should always obey because otherwise my mom would be furious and starts shouting "magkano ka ba?" at me all over again. This is not a classic case of sibling rivalry, it does not even fall to that category - this is another level and I can't even tell you a term for it.
  • I promised myself that I would make my blogposts short and readable by any person other than myself, but I have failed again.
  • Lastly, I'm having this notion again that I forgot how to write. My grammar (coherrence, tenses, SV agreement, etc.) sucks, both in english and in filipino. I don't want to ask this but, do I only have the passion for writing and fail to have the skill needed for it?

That pretty much sums up my day. It sucks. This is the worst second day of classes that I ever had.


3 comments:

ie said...

hay nako, every feeling writer e ganyan ang nararamdaman. i don't know kung trend siya, pero kung ano man, don't worry. normal yan.

Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

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